My profound connection love to animals and nature, a high sensitivity, insatiable curiosity and the desire to make the world a better place shaped my childhood and youth in the socialist world of the GDR .
Foreign languages were another passion. With the reunification of Germany and possibilities to travel, I understood that they would open a door to freedom of travelling. I went to London as German teacher and made my career at the Goethe-Institut. But I was dissatisfied and had a deep longing to go to South America.
A solo backpacking trip to Costa Rica in 2008 became a jumping bridge to freedom and a farewell to London, my relationship, security and prosperity. In the jungle, thanks to courage, curiosity and a thirst for adventure, I discovered a completely new, unique contact with wild nature and also with my inner wild, free side.
What was I looking for when I had packed my backpack? – I didn't know it, but I felt an insatiable longing for depth, freedom and true life. After a few months of traveling, I crossed the border into Bolivia with a high fever. In dilirium I saw from the bus the "mamitas" (native country women) with their long braids and colorful dresses sitting on the side of the road. An unspeakable feeling came over me: I had arrived!!! Their way of life, the powerful connection to Mother Earth, the ancestral way of living had a profound impact on me and gave me a new connection to life.
Since I'm not someone who generally learns things in an intellectual way, my openness, curiosity and often adventurous way of trying things out, largely determined my life. Here in South America, I had a kind of awakening, because out of nowhere I started hearing voices, leaving my body, seeing things not visible to the human eye. I first found help in courses such as Reiki, pendulum and above all soul level animal communication, which gave my intuition and recognized gift as a medium a goal and an outlet. I know now, that this is a gift, that everybody has, but it is a matter of disconnecting from the business and mentalness of occidental life and reconnecting to nature, opening to calm and feeling were portals for this change.
Despite this, my life had also been shaped for a long time by collective programs such as negation, reactivity, naivety and excessive alcohol consumption (escape). One opens only as far as the ego allows in its pain and with its lived past and that of its ancestors.
With the birth of my son in 2018, my life should change completely once again. This little being tore up everything in me that had not been brought into light, understood and healed until then - and this was still an incredible amount. The Scorpio in me now embarked on a returnless journey into the darkness to finally connect with the truth of its being.
Thanks to the patient and at the same time persistent accompaniment of my therapist, I went into the abysses of my own past and that of my Nordic ancestors, learned to understand the many traumas, programs and soul contracts that have been separating us since a very long time from our true self and the connection to everything that surrounds us. Sheding layers of skin, I starting finding more clarity, light, connection and intuition in the darkness and loneliness of my own past. I realized that I was evolving more and more into a channel of consciousness and the voices that want to be heard.
Many wonderful people, animals and other beings have (un)consciously guided me on this path up until now. However, I acknowledge that I have become a different person. I am a woman and mother with alive Nordic roots who honors and lives all her femininity connected to the ancestral feminine wisdom.
It is my desire, thanks to my personal experiences, processes, connections and knowledge, to encourage and help others to also embark on a search within to reconnect with themselves, their ancestors and what surrounds us.
For the past 5 years, I have taken a firm place as a representative of the Nordic people in the reparation fires of the wounds of the invasion of the Sacred Valley of the Incas. Within the organisation it is her mission to cultivate an awareness of reparation, restitution and necessary healing in her country and among the Nordic people visiting Peru. In doing so, I draw on my own Nordic roots and the Anstral heritage of Northern Europe. As a channel, medium and therapist, I bring my connection and commitment to this collective healing process.
Some of my great animals masters and guides who accomany me on my path - some from this plane, some already from the other side. Thank you, beautiful beings of unconditional love:
Charlie, who pushed me lovingly into freedom