I still need to keep looking for my breath, holding coca leaves in my hands and processing what is happening, because I still can´t really grasp it. I stopped believing a long time ago that coincidences happen and less when you see miracles with your own eyes. I want to share just one of my recent tremendous encounters with nature and share with you how deeply connected we are…
I have been intensively working for a couple of years on healing my ancestral heritage – a path through a lot of darkness, death, denial, fear, anger, power struggle and so much more. Recently I opened a new chapter and felt accompanying this process profoundly with the sacred energy of the water. Water represents the female energy of the mother, the flow of life, it connects to our emotions. And this chapter of life was completed connected to the rejection of emotions, denial and therefore no flow of water and life energy. During the first couple of days of receiving this energy, my natural garden pond flooded. Yep, you may think it is a coincidence. I tell you, that my pond is in shape of a heart, where water constantly enters and disappears on the other side – and has been doing so for many years already.
And with the opening of this new energy work chapter, suddenly the water didn´t disappear any more, it somehow was blocked and it got dangerously high (for having a small child and many animals), at times it looked like it was going to overflow. I tried to get help, to unblock, put prayer… but nothing, it stayed blocked, got dirty and me moving for three weeks between concern and trusting in the tremendous natural messengers around me, that had not failed me ever.
Yesterday I officially finished this chapter with a closing ceremony and an offering by the river. Today in the morning once again the water rose dangerously – and it is complete madness… out of nowhere the pond unblocked and the water disappeared today, bringing it back to normal, as if nothing had happened. I know that this is the message of mother water, mama Yaku, who had heard my prayers, that healing is taking place – THAT WE ARE NOT ALONE. Me we be very observant of everything around us, everything and everyone has a powerful message for us. Be careful with your thoughts, wishes and desires – they may be heard and come true. ;) Be humble and grateful.
My animals – not only my pets – have also been incredible messengers of this process and not only one has sacrificed itself during this transformative journey. A lot needs to be shared still, but a week ago, one of my baby chickens sacrificed itself in the famous flooded heart-shaped pool, the little child that had not able to fly, that drowned in the overflow of unexpressed and unprocessed emotions. May you be blessed little sister and fly high with the stars on the night sky. I received your message. Every night we say good night to you in the starry sky.
May life flow, may emotions be able to be expressed and be embraced, they are all part of us and scream for our presence. And the trees are whistling its confirmation.